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Hello LJ friends. I’m back in town and have so much to write about I don’t know where to start. First off, thanks to [livejournal.com profile] motel666, [livejournal.com profile] queenbeanna, and [livejournal.com profile] goodbadgirl for helping to entertain me in Seattle, Sara and Steve (too cool for LJ, those two) for hosting me for a night in Portland, and all the other people without an online presence who took me in or otherwise amused me.

Much will be coming in the future, including, but not limited to:

-Why I’m over punk houses
-Ideological problems with "Thomas the Tank Engine"
-Musings on "The Left" and the anti-war movement (If you haven’t read [livejournal.com profile] jactitation’s piece here you should right now
-Grand generalizations about Portland and Seattle
-Why Goths amuse me
-The cheese schmoozefests and related events I’m currently attending

But the first thing I’ll write about is the drive. Nothing really makes me feel more American than driving a huge white Pontiac Bonneville (free upgrade from the compact I reserved) 800 miles in a day. I’m not saying that in an ironic way either. I really do love it. And since I brought about 30 CDs (I try to over pack in every aspect of my vacations) it was a loud and fast drive too, my favorite kind.

So loud, in fact, that I blew out one of the speakers with my "Too Popular for their Own Good" mix CD. In the same way that I like to listen to Hank Williams and Wanda Jackson when I visit Germany, I figured that since I’d be traveling through some of the whitest parts of the country I needed the equivalent of KMEL (outside SF read as "Clear Channel urban format station") to help keep things in perspective. I think it was "How Many Licks?" by Li’l Kim that did it. All of a sudden, no more bass.

Luckily, I’m punk so I was well prepared. If there ever was a musical style that disdained bass it’s that of my chosen subculture. And while it’s satisfying to pull into rest stops with the bass thumping so loud that the bathroom trolls come outside to see what’s going on, I think the constant short-fast-loud cut an hour off my trip by raising my adrenaline level. Driving down I-5 at 85 MPH screaming along to Blatz* just made me so happy. . . I felt like I had finally relaxed after a week off of work.

Unfortunately, there’s that hard-to-rationalize, nagging thought that my (and most Americans’) ability to find such joy in driving alone is, on more than an individual, consumerist level, one of the reasons a whole bunch of people are going to die in Iraq very soon.

Sigh.



* Confidential to The Punx: I bought the new/old Blatz/Filth CD in Portland that packages all their records onto 2 CDs. I came to the conclusion that if you think of yourself as punk, and you don’t love Blatz, well, you must have no heart. "Homemade Speed", "Lullaby", "Fuck Shit Up", and "Berkeley is my Baby and I want to Kill It": pure classics.

Date: 2003-01-21 07:41 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] lemon-says.livejournal.com
Darlin', just try to remember that people would find some reason to kill us or for us to kill them, regardless of your road trips. There were wars before SUVs and V-8 engines, and if they made cars run on air, we'd fight over whose air it was. Maybe I shouldn't talk about it today; I'm even a politics geek, and today I am really wanting to pull a Scarlett O'Hara and say, "War, war, war--any more of this talk of war and I'll go in the house, I will!" as I flounce into the house and hide.

Driving across the country is one of the best ways to get a little peace of mind, isn't it? Now you're making me want to hop into my car and go...

Date: 2003-01-21 05:57 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] gordonzola.livejournal.com
Driving across the country is one of the best ways to get a little peace of mind, isn't it? Now you're making me want to hop into my car and go...

yep, there's no denying it. I think I've driven across 6 times but not since 1993.

As for war, I'm not taking it upon myself, don't worry. Just reflecting a little on it. I'll have a little more detailed explanation below when I have a little more time.


Re:

Date: 2003-01-22 06:54 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] lemon-says.livejournal.com
And if it weren't for road trips, you might never see the world's fattest prairie dog or the Corn Palace...

Date: 2003-01-22 08:02 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] gordonzola.livejournal.com
The Garden of Eden in Lucas Kansas is worth a long drive anytime. You even get to gaze upon the creator of such wonder, like Lenin in Red Square. Except he's kinda in a shed out back.

I once saw that prairie dog, the world's largest Buffalo, and "Salem Sue" the world's largest Holstein cow all in one glorious day.

Re:

Date: 2003-01-23 06:05 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] lemon-says.livejournal.com
Man, I thought I was doing well with Wall Drug and the Corn Palace in South Dakota all in one day.

Date: 2003-01-21 08:28 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] tarynhipp.livejournal.com
classics? i call them "oldies". ha! :)

Date: 2003-01-21 08:45 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] gordonzola.livejournal.com
ha. It's still new school to me. And how are your teeth, T?

Date: 2003-01-21 09:20 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] tarynhipp.livejournal.com
it's new school to you because you're oldies! haha.

my teeth are ok. i have to go back to my dad's for the second part of my root canal and hopefully to get my other cavity filled and i could really use a cleaning. i'm nervous about the root canal. i haven't been taking my antibiodics to clear up the infection which was what was making it hurt so bad before. i'm a fool, i know. but when the pain isn't there i forget to take the medicine. does the second part hurt more than the first because the first hurt really bad. so bad that i had to get a couple more shots of novicaine straight up into the broken tooth!

Date: 2003-01-21 11:16 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] gordonzola.livejournal.com
Don't worry T, the second part is much easier. Most of the time I've gotten them all done at once but all the bad stuff is already out. It'll just be tender awhile. You should listen to Blatz on your walkman while they do it.

Date: 2003-01-21 08:33 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] tarynhipp.livejournal.com
on january 6th email me and remind me to take my blatz/filth split with me to philly. <3

Date: 2003-01-22 05:37 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] tarynhipp.livejournal.com
that would be better.

Date: 2003-01-21 11:23 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] candywarhol.livejournal.com
Blatz is way the fuck up there on my list... but yeah, how can people not love em? What is there not to love?
xoxo Candy

Date: 2003-01-22 08:07 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] gordonzola.livejournal.com
I imagine straight-edgers have some issues. But then again, we know that going in.

heh heh.

Why goths amuse ME

Date: 2003-01-21 11:36 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] fluxions.livejournal.com
LJ community gothmakeuptips. It always amuses me.

Re: Why goths amuse ME

Date: 2003-01-22 08:09 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] gordonzola.livejournal.com
Thanks for sharing. Though much of the conversation goes right over my hed.

damnit

Date: 2003-01-21 11:59 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] misscallis.livejournal.com
i was going to write a post berating you for buying blatz on cd. WWAJT? (what would Anna Joy think?) but then i went to go find my vinyl bought used at epicenter in 1993 and it was GONE! and then i looked to see if some brain hemorrage made me file it under Filth and it was still gone! and now i'm upset because i'm obviously not punker than you (as i thought) because evidently i sold my copy or some little rat got it in the great vinyl custody battle circa 1996.

has it really been that long?

now i'm upset.

Re: damnit

Date: 2003-01-21 05:47 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] gordonzola.livejournal.com
There, there. I could burn this one for you. Besides, this isn't just the "Shit Split" it's all the singles too. And it's not on Lookout. hmmmm.

Date: 2003-01-21 12:34 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] jactitation.livejournal.com
Are you going to be able to separate "grand generalizations about Seattle and Portland" from "why I'm over punk houses"? (And might you add, "old-fart self-justifications" to that assemblage?)

And let's take apart that oil thing a little. Yes, there's something about promoting that driving alone in a gas-guzzler that is connected to ridiculous oil over-consumption (which is only part of resource over-consumption in general), but do you really think it's drivers who are the main over-consumers? Of course you know that it's industry. That doesn't mean that there's not a cultural component, but do you really think that your love for your car and driving alone is what's driving the war, or was that just a little tease for us?

Date: 2003-01-21 08:19 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] gordonzola.livejournal.com
do you really think it's drivers who are the main over-consumers? Of course you know that it's industry. That doesn't mean that there's not a cultural component, but do you really think that your love for your car and driving alone is what's driving the war, or was that just a little tease for us?

I don't think that. It was more of a whimsical thought (while driving during the weekend of all the big protests) that took on more weight due its placement at the end of my entry. But, I do find it interesting how things can become cultural. Living in the USA which has made individual auto travel more attainable than anywhere else on the planet, both through wealth and lack of the mass transit options that other industrialized countries have, has tied together the image of the lone, fast driver and feelings of freedom, peacefulness, and desire for many people, myself included. That this country can use up so much of the world's resources to make this even possible, and without much individual sacrifice or privilege, is the issue surrounding this and most wars.

But there are no individual solutions to this. And I do love my driving.

sigh

Date: 2003-01-21 06:23 pm (UTC)
From: (Anonymous)
late night greeting card sessions in front of the copal....its good to hear your voice G -K

Re: sigh

Date: 2003-01-21 08:06 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] gordonzola.livejournal.com
Good to hear yours. Glad you didn't mind the fictionalized bits. People love photo lab stories.

If you or P want an LJ I can hook you up with a code. I still can't believe you're not in Petaluma.

Re: sigh

Date: 2003-01-22 09:49 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] jactitation.livejournal.com
K & P! K & P! And G & N! Wow! I saw pictures--looks amazing. But freaky to see those Cali kids in snow. Hey, I think this grey wooley hat (well, wooley-looking, probably not that warm) belongs to P. Do we have an address to send it to?

Miss you much, my dears...

xxooJacco

Re: sigh

Date: 2003-01-22 02:40 pm (UTC)
From: (Anonymous)
HOORAY! You made my day!!!
I thought that hat was long gone!
I had called the Lucky 13 the day after, but didn't think to call
you, and I was so busy with the move, I didn't have the opportunity to get it anyways. I loves me that hat. And it is cold here (-8* last night) so I could use it. I have Scott's xwife's old Brooklyn ski hat she left at our old place in Novato a long, long time ago, and I actually sleep in it sometimes, BRRRR.
I will email Gordonzola our snail mail add, since I don't have yours. I have pix from his bday party as well that I will send,
and I have plenty of pix of the house, the town, us, etc.
I've been digging thru boxes & finding all sorts of interesting pix from the days when developing was free. Maybe I'll just scan them & burn a disc when I get the chance. Many pix of the girls when they were babies....they are teens now.(I'm much too immature to have kids this old - what happened?) Pix of our bar in Novato, Mendocino, drunken MIA friends, it's a walk down memory lane...
Thanks for holding onto my furry hat.
Glad we could see you before leaving the state.
Hope you'll be visiting!
Love,
P

Re: sigh

Date: 2003-01-22 10:45 am (UTC)
From: (Anonymous)
Yeah I would love one. You wouldnt believe what a strange little town we moved to. We are taking part in war protest this weekend in our hometown. A town which can only be described as a Normon Rockwell depiction of an NRA convention. I love it here. Many people to shock and offend

Date: 2003-01-21 11:38 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] arasay.livejournal.com
"Homemade Speed", "Lullaby", "Fuck Shit Up", and "Berkeley is my Baby and I want to Kill It": pure classics.

At least two of these were on the mix you made me (the one that helped me survive Texas). I should find it - I think the Berkeley song might have a different resonance now.

Glad you're home.

Date: 2003-01-22 08:05 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] gordonzola.livejournal.com
I think the Berkeley song might have a different resonance now.


"if this is such a mellow place, WHY DO I FEEL SO MEAN?"

Date: 2003-01-22 06:45 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] mala106.livejournal.com
Unfortunately, there’s that hard-to-rationalize, nagging thought that my (and most Americans’) ability to find such joy in driving alone is, on more than an individual, consumerist level, one of the reasons a whole bunch of people are going to die in Iraq very soon.

...and everyone just dreams of themselves anyway, don't they.

Date: 2003-01-22 08:04 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] gordonzola.livejournal.com
...and everyone just dreams of themselves anyway, don't they.

and they say that the change can come from you, but it should have come long ago.

Date: 2003-01-24 05:34 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] goodbadgirl.livejournal.com
I only wish I could have amused you more. :) Next trip then.

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